A Weekend of Karmic Rebalancing…Are You Ready?!

This weekend is a big one! We FINALLY have Venus going direct again in Pisces, aligning with Mercury, Saturn, and the North node. These planets are also moving towards a 0 degree Neptune in Aries, which is significant. Neptune is the planet of spirituality and dreamy illusions, at 0 degrees in Aries, this is pushing us to start a new cycle and take steps to align our heart, mind, and actions towards solidifying our dreams into reality.

Venus represents beauty, love and aesthetics; Mercury the mind and communication; Saturn represents stability, responsibility, structure and karma; and the North Node is a collective astrological point in the sky which represents growth and destiny. This weekend we also have a full moon in Libra (the Pink Moon), a full moon brings clarity and in Libra this brings balance, harmony and justice to relationships, not just romantic, ALL relationships. This is karmic rebalancing at it’s finest.

While Mercury and Venus were in retrograde since the beginning of March, we were asked to take a close look at how we communicate and how our relationships are working for us, and how we are working for them. In our personal relationships there should be equal give and take, you pour into me, I pour into you. No one can truly thrive in a relationship where one person is doing all the work. An over giver will exhaust themselves with a taker, whether that’s work, friendships, family, or romantic relationships. It is not sustainable for one person to always be doing the heavy lifting. This is truly the end of the empath/narcissist relationship prototype. Narcissists will knowingly manipulate situations to achieve their goals/meet their needs, where empaths unknowingly leak their power to maintain peace and love in their lives, both are coming from a place of lack within.

While Neptune was in Pisces (April 2011 - March 2025) we experienced a lot of delusions. We have seen people through rose colored glasses and may not have been true to ourselves. We may have ignored the red flags, or resisted the green ones. Often times going with what society tells us is the right path, as opposed to what our Soul is calling for us to do. When Neptune shifted into Aries with Venus and Mercury retrograde, also shifting at the time of the New moon, those glasses were SHATTERED. Delusions and love spells, were BROKEN, some even lasting lifetimes. You may finally see people for who they really are and not who you wanted them to be.

This isn’t just happening on a personal level, but globally as well. We are looking at our leaders more realistically, recognizing that the government does not truly have our best interest at heart, and the people we labeled as spiritual leaders may not have been as real as we thought. I never wanted to “be spiritual” because the ones I knew personally were not that great. We have defined spirituality as “love and light”, toxic positivity, practicing yoga, carrying crystals, and doing “rituals”. These folks acted as healers, but were completely unhinged themselves. Often harvesting your energy for their own personal egoic power. That’s why I paused making videos, because I needed to separate myself from those people, and those views and get crystal clear on who I am in this space.

I don’t look spiritual, but I am. We all are. We are a Spirit in a human body, practicing rituals in our everyday routines. We don’t need to practice toxic positivity because in doing so we bypass how we really feel about certain people, places and things. Being spiritual is being authentic, feeling the range of human emotions and learning how to process them for what they are trying to tell us. It is about doing what feels right for YOU. It is breaking the box society has put you in, so you can define your own happiness, your own life, your own relationships. We are energetic beings, we pick up on things our logical mind cannot understand. When we ignore the signs, we are bypassing our connection to God, our intuition, and ultimately missing out on what is meant for us. Ever felt anxious around someone, like you needed to walk on eggshells and protect yourself? That’s your body’s way of telling you NO!

Accepting people for their abuse or neglect and just saying “that’s how they are” is not being authentic. You are completely bypassing the work that your Soul was called here to do. Staying in any sort of toxic relationships will keep you at war with yourself. You were called to heal the broken parts of you that didn’t think you were worthy, capable, or deserved to live your dream life. It’s about honoring who you are in the flesh, without shame, blame, guilt, or fear, and trusting that if God put the passion and love in your heart, it’s for a purpose. When we end the war in ourselves, when we end the feeling of lack, we will see that reflected in our reality. We were brought here to heal ourselves so that we can heal the disruption on the planet. As bees to flowers, humans are to earth.

Stepping into your full authority and authenticity is hard. You first have to heal all the parts of you that were broken. You have to get real in the part you played, whether you were abusive or accepting abuse, you played a part and you have to be truly honest about that. You have to feel all things you tried to bury and let me tell you, that isn’t fun! You must step out of the programming that your life should look like everyone else’s and define what you want to feel and see in your every day life. You have to heal the mind, then the body, and your Spirit will follow. We create our life from our subconscious mind, so we first must heal the old stories to create from a healed, loving, divine place.

We all deserved to be seen and loved for exactly who we are. Not just the role we play in other's lives, the projections people place on us, or how much we can do for others. Not for how much money we make or what our body looks like, but for who we are at a soul level. A lot of relationships are based on co-dependency, hoping love will fill the broken parts of us or that we can fill the brokenness in others. That isn’t real though. No one can heal you, make you happy and whole, that is your job. Relationships should come from a place of sharing the love and happiness we found within, not searching for it externally. External validation of self will always leave you feeling empty, but internal validation will spread like a wild fire, letting other people love themselves wholly (Holy) as well.

Symbolically, this is also the weekend of Passover in Judaism which is a celebration of the liberation and freedom of Slaves. Where have you been a slave? A slave to relationships that don’t work for you, addictions that don’t support your growth, jobs that aren’t truly aligned with your mission. Unless you choose to keep going down the karmic path and ignoring your intuition, you have to break free from the programming. You have to fully accept yourself, listen to yourself, and trust that you are connected to something far greater outside of you. Your purpose on this planet is to love and honor yourself, as a divine being of God, so that you can see people for who they truly are. Your divine purpose is unique to you, and not letting that little light shine is hurting the planet.

So, this weekend enjoy the relationships you have built on reciprocity. Step into the feeling that you are worthy of healing and feeling whole within. Step into knowing you are a divine being of God, even with all your imperfections and mistakes, and that you too are worthy of a divine life. We only have one life in this body, but we have lifetimes to heal, do you really want to repeat lessons because you ignored yourself? You ignored the call of God over your life? You didn’t treat yourself to the love, care and respect you deserve?  I know I sure don’t. My past is my past, but my future will be built on self-love, connection, and loving people from the overflow, not the deficit.

I want all of us to heal and find the divinity within so we can heal the planet. We can end the fighting and wars, we can end the division. We can end poverty and lack. We ALL deserve to live abundantly, to know and love who we are on the inside, so it reflects to others as well.

Let your little light shine. We need you. Tips to prepare for a full moon include cleaning your house, taking time to be still in your mind, and finding joy in the mundane. Beauty is everywhere,  but you won’t ever see it if you feel ugly on the inside. Talk nicely to yourself, stick up for yourself when necessary, and never, ever ignore your intuition/gut feelings. They are clues from God, and for your divine protection and growth. Show love to yourself and give love to those people who love you back. Most importantly, move your body and have fun! Life is an adventure worth living.